19 november 2006


as promise to blog straight after my project...but dun have the chance...cos too tired le...den slept quite early...and i nv upload the photo into my comp...so cannot blog...wahaha...jus finding excuses for my laziness...

17 nov...afternoon go school to finish up the project and hand up...reach school around 1 plus...finish up everything at abt 5 like tat...went back to woodlands...den stay at his house till around 10 den leave...tat how i spent one day...


18 nov leh...went woodlands...wanting to meet him...but he nv come...cos he fall asleep...den i was wandering around...walk all the way ro admiralty from woodlands...den after tat...too tired le...anyhow take one bus...and i was lost...cos i dunno where the bus go...but lucky it went back to woodlands interchange...den walk to boy house downstair to wait for him...wait abt 20 mins...den he come down...den walk around...he went back home to take things...den he come back to sk with me...go eat dinner and den back home...


now leh...wahaha...jus wake up not long ago...so decided to blog...and post up the photo...wahaha...3..2..1...here it is:

yummlicious bax....wahaha...

nariko

1.15 pm

17 november 2006


yeah...blogging again...nothing to do mah...den come blogging lor...wahaha...jus now rushing for TPS de project...half done...tml can finish den can hand it up le...my project is so nice...thankx to dear and wan leng...wahaha...


we are such a great group...great mind thinks alike...we got lots and lots of ideas...all put together make such a good project...tml shall post up the photo after i fish up everything...yeah...thankx dear for eveything...


wahaha...but i shall betray you for once...dun scold me when you saw this...i am going to post up ur photot...muahahaha...who ask you so pei he me...ask you take with him den still pose as him...wahaha...


nariko
12.17 am

12 november 2006


this is my number 100 post...just got nothing to do...tat's why come here and blog...and i am dame fcuking bored now...nothing to do...been staying at home since yesterday...i am dame irritated by myself now...


yesterday did nothing at home...wanted to meet boy...but raining so he dun wan to come out...den let it be...nv meet...at nitex...dunno wat happen...becos of my own fault...make till he is not happy...den suan le...he eventually fall asleep while i wan still on the phone with him...nvm i jus kap...den dunno wat to do at home...walk around from my room to the kitchen..and back to room again...eventually fall asleep at ard 3 plus...


kanna wake up by lots of msgs this morning...den reply all le went back to sleep...wake up at abt 1 cos i wan to watch tv...finish le...slack infront of the comp...den Shaun call me...to borrow iron from me...den after tat slack again...cos intendin to meet boy...but for dunno wat reason...ended also dun need to meet le...till now haven eat lunch...simply no mood to eat...


i am dame fucking irritated now...dun say sorrie to me anymore...i dun wan to listen...and no point you say sorrie...when you noe you cant fulfill wat you promise me den dun promise me anything from now on...promise le and cant do it...den say sorrie..wat's the point...i dun see there's a need...


just feel like crying now...i am jus a failure...no point telling me tat failure is key to success...can tell me tat i am ur priority over ur game...but i dun see it tat way...ur game is still more important than me...i jus fucking hate myself now...


nariko
4.55 pm

7 november 2006


haven sleep yet...so come here and blog...i am tired...but simply dun feel like sleeping...dunno why...lots of happening things jus pass...so decided to blog...haha...i am crazy le... ~LalA~lets blog from 5 nov...


5 nov...wat i did leh...haha...shall recall back...shaun call me at 12 noon when i was sleeping...den i nv ans...msg him ask him why call...cos suddenly get a call from him...den he ask me wan go eat lunch mah...so agree...cos beari long nv see him le...even since my birthday till now...


ask him got who go...he say his mum...so i say nvm lor...since i agree to meet him first de...den i ready le...tell him i met him at downstair...den he ask me go his house first...cos his mum not ready..reach there le he tell me...his sis, sis's gf, and his brother also wan go...den i went with them to have lunch lor...dame funny...


finsh lunch le...follow his mum to the market...get all the things le den went to rent vcd...wahaha...den leh...his mum dunno wan buy wat...follow her again...den leh...they wan to go NTUC...but i dun wan...so i went back home first...but before tat his sis ask me go their house...to pei him...cos he got nothing to do at home...


he reach home le he msg me...ask me go down...went his house slack...watch vcd...talk and all tat...till before he book in den i go home...stay till around 6 like tat...cos he need to book in le...so i left lor...wahaha...


6 nov...stay at home and sleep for the whole morning...cos i slept at around 5 in the morning...den dame tired...cant wake up...den meet dear in the afternoon for lunch...its our 4th month...did nothing...cos i dun have time for him...eat le den walk around...den come back home...wait for me to change...den went out again...to take my bursary...wahaha...i got another $600...dunno will have so much


i thoungt will be beari long cos got wat prize presentation...ended up beari fast...den after tat went to buy things den went back home...reach home around 7...den went playground...den after tat went for dinner...den come my house de void deck slack till 9...den went home...


lots of happening in the morning...both of us dunno for wat reason jus feel angry...ended up nothing happen...jus nv talk much when we see each other...we talk quite alot after tat...but i was the one who talk all the way...wahaha...


now time for my own thoughts...jus now talk to dear abt it...who i can trust now...i really dunno...but there are a few...whom i dun wish to mention...they are the one who will contact me once in awhile...not in times of trouble...not in times of fun...its jus tat they remember me...


hum...i wan to watch FLUSHED AWAY...but i dunno when i will get the chance to watch it...someone did ask me wan to watch...but i feel weird going...not becos of wat...its jus strange going out with ur...jus dun feel easy...


somethings make me regretted...why must i noe him...why must i be the one who make you noe him...if not nothing will happen...and we will be beari happy...living in the world of ours...no comparison...dun need to bother if i will be happy...maybe this is all i wanted...i jus need something tat is so simple...but its seem not so easy...


dun wan to continue le...dun ask me wat happen...jus simply dun wish to answer...I AM HAPPY WITH WAT I HAVE NOW...I AM SATISFY...wahaha...


nariko
1.30 am