Monday, July 31, 2006

31 JULY 2006
I DUNNO WAT I HAD BEEN DOING THE PAST FEW HOURS
NOTHING SEEM TO GET INTO MY HEAD
WTF...PISS OFF WITH EVERYTIME RITE NOW
RUSHING FOR PROJECT...STRUGGLING WITH CA...
DUNNO WAT I HAD BEEN DOING ALL THIS WHILE
JUS SEEM TAT EVERYTHING IS NOT RITE...
I DUNNO SHOULD I CONTINUE OR JUS GIVE UP
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT LE
EVERYTHING SEEM LAST MIN
REALLY FEEL LIKE GIVING UP EVERYTHING AND JUS HECK CARE
DUN WAN TO STUDY ANYMORE LE
SCHOOL SUX...EXAM SUX...
I REALLY DUN LIKE WAT I AM DOING NOW
I WAN TO BE WAT I USE TO BE
HECK CARE ABT ANYTHING
WHY SHOULD I CONTINUE TO STUDY
FOR THE SAKE OF WAT
I REALLY DUNNO
HAIX....
PISS OFF WITH EVERYTHING RITE NOW
NARIKO
1.06 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

30 july 2006

still haven sleep yet...cos cant sleep dunno why leh...den also jus now talking to dear...so shall come here and blog...cos he tell me wat he did today and i find it interesting...wahaha...cos he went to MALAYSIA today...den i was rotting at home the whole day...so i find wat he did today interesting...


let me tell ur why dear suddenly go there when he actually wanted to come find me de...WHY LEH???cos the rambutan at his grandma's house has ripe...den hor actually is his uncle go pluck de...but who noe tat his uncle not TALL enough...cannot reach...take ladder also no use...so his mummie ask him go pluck rambutan...wahaha...


my reaction when i heard tat was to luff...i keep on luffing...haha...cos its dame funny lor...go all the way to MALAYSIA to pluck rumbutan...haha...den i also ask him...dun have DURIANS ar...cos i was craving for a long time le...till now still no one buy for me...except durian pancakes...haha...we were thinking how to noe if a durian is ripe...wahaha...and i keep telling him tat durian drop from the tree den is ripe...he say tat no lor...is must go up the tree and pluck de...if not where got stem...wahaha...so can anyone tell me how we get durians from the tree...is drop or pluck???


i got the ans le...haha...durians must frop down so tat they consider ripe...cos i jus get the ans from the web...haha...cos i was surfing the web when i blog half way...den i found out tat...haha...i am so smart...dear durians dun need to pluck de...haha...see i am so smart...


basically why i am bloggin here...not becos only for the rambutan...but also for wan leng...haha...cos i promise i will blog an entry for you...see i am so good...i do wat i promise...wahaha...but i nv wake you up to do project...cos you nv answer my call...den i cannot wake you up...haix...nvm...you also seem tired...shall let you sleep longer...


remember wat you say today...HE IS UR FRENE...ok lor...he will be ur frene and not mine...WANG EN FU YI...haha...kidding lah...remember how you noe him de mah...faster thankx me...cos i was stupid enough...haha...if not you wont noe him...nvm HE SHALL BE UR FRENE and not MINE...wahaha...cos me and him BA ZI BU HE...i also dunno why...seem tat its fated...dun take it to heart...i am jus kidding cos i promise to write you an entry...and i also say tat i will blog something for my dear also...i shall do it all now...cos i still cant sleep...


this is for you de DEAR...even though i noe you wont see it...cos you seem to be so busy till you dun have time to online...wahaha...let me see...i also dunno wat to say...cos i see you almost everyday...den you are still the same...from the beari first day i noe you...except tat you are more crappy now...


okie i shall blog on something nice abt my dear now...MY DEAR???he is someone nice...and he look like squirrel...haha...my squirrel...so CUTE...yeah...of cos lah...cos he is mine...haha...i noe tat you give in all the time...even though it look as if you bully me...cos you leave bruises on me after you bite me...but i must admit tat is i bully you...cos i bite le wont leave marks...den no one realise...haha...you dun bear to bite me back...until i force you to do it and assure tat it wont hurts...turn out it still HURT...haha...i must say tat you really treat me well...despite tat i will show you attitude...really love you dear...


dunno wat to continue le...but jus time for my own thoughts...in the first place it seem tat its impossible btw me and my dear...cos i keep saying its impossible...but its those who are around me keep assuring me tat he is really the one...he has everything you wan...you will nv noe until you try out...i heard this from lots of ppl...till the day me and him are together...and i can say tat he is the one...cos he really has everything i wan...wahaha...he met all my expectation...i shall type it out...and to my surprise he actually met all...


1. must be taller than me...[met]
2. must give me the amount of freedom i want...[met...cos he dun control me...]
3. accomapny me to do wat i want...including voluntary work...[met...cos he seldom do voluntary work...but he still go with me...]
4. caring, nice and sweet...[he has it all]


wahaha...i tink my expectations are dame lame...i have even lame de lor...its jus tat i dun wan to post up...cos i am fickle minded...actually i only need someone with all this...but i change and change till i dunno wat i wan...ended i still only need this...haha...and i found my prince and he is my DEAR...


this is a super LONG entry...wahaha....i am also tired le...shall go and sleep le...haha...beari long nv post up such a long entry le...haha...


nariko
2.53 am
29 july 2006

one week nv blog le...haha...cos not free...school start le...so nv bother to blog...cos got nothing to blog...den everyday reach home beari late le...and tired...back to my routine again...wake up...go school...slack...go out play...and back home...and sleep...


wat i had been doing the whole week...i also dunno...jus noe tat only monday reach school on time...other days late for school...cos meet up with dear everyday...went breakfast before going to school...therefor late...actually wont late de...but i meet him late everyday...haha...i am a late queen...cannot blame...use to it le...


the whole week seem stressful...cos of rushing of project...ended powerpoint presentation date post-pone...and one good thing is tat...even though we seems to rush...ended up we did nothing...wahaha...i also dunno wat is the project all abt le...need to rely on wan leng le...[hey gal...sorrie to make you do so much think...but i can help also...leave all the animation anf fonts to me...i can settle tat...]


having sore throat since thurs le...till now haven recover...now even worst...cos i am having flu, cough and sore throat at the same time...haix...den today slept for the whole day...cos really not feeling well...


thurs went down to APSN...wahaha...fun go there do voluntary work...will be there every week...the in-charge of the thrift shop seem interesting...first time met him...even though i had been there for a few times le...wahaha...


despite having sore throat...i still eat KFC...wat a great thing rite...cos dear wan to eat...so eat lor...den also yesterday eat alot of things tat will harm my throat even more...wahaha...eat lots of tibits...still eat durian pancakes...wahaha...cos nv go school mah...den at dear house slack...so buy things go there eat...wahaha...


den today wake up...no voice...wahaha...den actually meeting dear de...cos need him to teach me accounting...cos i dun even noe a single thing...ended up he also nv come...cos he need to go his grandma house in MALAYSIA...den i stay at home for the whole day lor...thinking of studying for accounting de...but ended up i fall asleep...haha...


I AM BORED...i got nothing to do...haix...


nariko
8.11 pm

Monday, July 24, 2006

23 july 2006

erm...nv been blogging this few days...i also dunno why...and nv been touching the keyboard for the past few days le...i also dunno why...seems like there will be someone occupying the computer everyday...so i shall blog abt wat i had been doing the past few days...


20 july...meet up with dear...go his house again...seem like going his house everyday...i also dunno why...meet up le...slack at his house...den after tat go for lunch at his house there...haha...den after tat went to buy a tub of ice cream and went home after tat...go back and slack...and finish the tub of ice cream...


left at 7 plus bax...dun quite remember the time le...come back seng kang for dinner...went KFC...haix...ask dear dun go KFC but he still insisted...cos he is having a cough...still wan eat KFC...say le dun wan listen...den let him do wat he wan bax...den after tat went home...


21 july...meet up with christine in the afternoon...actually wanted to meet up with dear in the morning...but he cannot wake up...so i went to meet christine myself...its been so long i met up with her le...almost 3 weeks le...meet le...went for lunch...went to buy things...den after tat she went home...and i went to meet dear...he is sick...haix...keep coughing...


went there do nothing also...slack...take alot of photo...went for dinner at abt 7 plus...went to PASTA MANIA again...since dear is craving for it...den after tat come back to seng kang...and i went home after tat...he went back woodlands also...


22 july...wake up early in the morning and do nothing...and keep sneezing...den go prepare cos going out with dear to meet wan leng in SP...go there do nothing...cos the carnival got nothing for us to do...den after tat we went to city hall...went to MARINA SQUARE...go there shop around...den went NEWBIE...

went there buy shirt...wah...spent quite alot there...den after tat all went to PIZZA HUT for dinner...eat until super full de...but dear keep stuffing pizza into my mouth when i was eating baked rice...after tat went home...drop at hougang....saw xueyi,xueli,kuang li and rick...after tat take 161 back...sand saw xueyi and rick on the bus...they are still as loving as before...


today leh...nv meet dear...cos he is going out...den had been slacking at home for the whole day...and sleep whole day...do nothing...tml school reopen le...haix...sian...i dunno wat i had been doing for the whole holiday...3 weeks jus pass like tat...shall post up some photo....cos got nothing more to blog le...



nariko
8.36 pm

Thursday, July 20, 2006

19 july 2006


back blogging again...more and more lazy to blog le...dunno why...cos jus got nothing to blog...my life seem to be a routine...haix...everyday meet up with dear and slack...today nv meet...stay at home for the whole day...and do nothing...shall blog abt wat happen last 2 days...


monday...meet up with dear and wan leng to go YMCA...cos of dunno wat meeting...went there sit awhile...waiting for Pamela...ended up she is not around...she went to APSN...cos sge sent email to the teacher tat she cannot make it le..stupid teacher nv check email...make us travel down...and do nothing...haix...


after tat leh...went to yoshinoya...go there eat...and saw charlyn...wahaha...she work there mah...so surprise to see her there...den after tat walk around...go spotlight...ended up go there play...take pictures...wahaha...den walk around go eat ice cream...and its ANDERSON ICE CREAM...my favourite...den after tat i went IKAE with dear...got there walk walk see...actually wan to buy things de...but nothin to buy...


den after tat actually wan to go ESPLNADE...but ended up also nv go...go Causeway point instead...go there nothing to do..loiter around for awhile...and come back to Compass Point...den we went to eat...eat Swensen...cos i am craving for ice cream...2nd round of ice cream for the day...wahaha...den went home after tat...haha...


yesterday...went to meet dear...go his house...first time i go there by myself...everytime he will meet first before we go de...but this time i dun wan him to come...so i go myself lor...haha...meet him le...at his house do nothing...slack...play...haha....


den after tat we went to Seoul Garden for lunch...haha...super full de...first time go seoul garden i cook myself...haha...but no harm doing tat also...den dunno eat how many plates de chicken...scare of chicken now...wahaha...den eat ice cream after tat...i only manage to eat 4 scoopes...cos super full...first time i cannot finish my ice cream...


den after tat ...walk around...buy durian pancakes...den went his house...haha...everyday craving for durians stuff...but i dun wan durian puffs/pancakes le...i wan to eat DURIAN...i am craving for it now...anyone want to buy for me...wahaha...


den went his house do nothing...lie there cannot move...cos eat too full le...haha...stay till 7 plus...den we come back to seng kang...and i saw YOCK SIONG...so long nv see him le...but he is still the same...come back compass point and we went to eat KFC...chicken again...cos dear craving for KFC...so went there lor...after tat we walk to the bus stop...accomapny dear wait for bus...den i walk home after tat...


den today stay at home...and i wake up at 11 plus...wahaha...beari long nv slept till so late le...cos wake up beari early everyday to meet dear...if not go out...haix...nv had a good reat after holiday started...


wake up le...do nothing...bath...eat lunch...playing computer...chatting online...den slack at home for the whole day...talk to dear awhile...den went to sleep at abt 4 plus...and wake up at 7 plus...after tat eat dinner...watch teevee...talk on the phone...den slack till now lor...cos got nothing to do...therefore come here and blog...haha...


nariko
11.52pm

Sunday, July 16, 2006

15 july 2006

okie...here i am...cos wan leng say i nv blog...say i everyday meet my dear...den dun wan to blog...no lor...actually got nothing to blog...and everyday reach home beari tired le...so nv blog lor...den now i am super free...cos i nv meet my dear...and as promise...once i change my blogskin i will blog...


really got nothing to blog...cos jus meet up with valon everyday...den slack either at his house if not will be my house le...den on wednesday we went to Swensen again...go eat ice cream...this time is a giant earthquake...wahaha...ice cream everyday...den thursday leh...i also forgot wat i do le...haha...cos everyday got nothing to do...except meet up for lunch...


den yesterday meet wan leng in the morning for meeting...den valon nv come...cos he cannot wake up...so meet him after tat at causeway point for lunch...den this time we eat Pasta Mania...haha...pasta again...soon out later will be broke...almost everyday not Swensen if not Pasta Mania...haix...


den after tat wan leng went to work...and i went home with him...go there do nothing...and slack till 6 plus den go home...before tat...my dear eventually give me something...and i will remember it for life...later i shall post up the photo to let ur noe wat it is...




got saw something on my lips...tat is wat he had given me...a blue black on my lip...this is the first time tat i had blue black on my lip...and the first time i saw it...haha...and i also got blue black on my arms...cos of my dear lor...bite till got blue black...dunno how you do it...haix...

p.s: dear...i noe i bully you everytime...but you dun need to give me blue black everytime de lor...haha...love you lots...

nariko

6.23 pm

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

11 july 2006

okie...as promise for wan leng...i will blog as long as i got time...now i am beari free...cos today reach home quite early...cos we got no where to go...so decided to come back home after dinner...lets start from yesterday...

wat we do yesterday leh...we go bugis meet xin hui...cos she say wan to meet up...den valon went with me to bugis lor...even though its super far from his house...he still go with me...guess wat i wear to bugis...its the first time i wear shorts and tee-shirt plus slippers...cos of him lor...i wear like tat to bugis...

den meet up with xin hui...we went to Pasta Mania...the food is nice...cos its my first time there...and its not really expensive lor...went there luff anf luff...keep playing with food...cos of xin hui lor...wahaha...

den went shopping with her...go buy her formal wear...and buy shoe...i also wan to buy shoe...but now no money...cos broke le...haix...den walk around...buy wallet with valon...we got 2 identical wallets...haha...den went home after tat...

today...valon come my house again...den after tat...went to my grandma house...do nothing there...sit there talk...and eat...and nothing else...after tat come back my house again...to take things...den went back to woodland...went to causeway point...

we went there to eat dinner...and we went to Swensen...its nice...i love the Earthquake...wahaha...8 scoopes of ice-cream...and lots of toppings...and i love the pizza and baked-rice...yummy...

den we go shop around...and get another hp keychain...actually want to get slippers de...but its white...den we dun like...but the design is nice...den after tat...i went home...reach home super early tonight...cos i reach home before 9...haha...

p.s: dear...thankx for everything...now my mummie also noe abt you le...and we got nothing to hide le...and she also nv say anything...i noe i bully you everytime...but i wan to say tat i will learn to cherish you...and everything you give me...i love you dear...muackz...

nariko
9.55 pm

Monday, July 10, 2006

9 july 2006

hum...nv blog for a number of days le...someone complain le...haha...cos i was busy this few days...everyday going out...den no time to blog...haix...haha...i shall blog 3 days post in one shot...starting from 7 july...

7 july...meet valon in the morning...den after tat meet the whole group of SCREWS...and eugene for lunch...cos help yvoone celebrate her belated birthday...den after lunch...all go take neoprint but without catherine...cos catherine nv turn up...she got something on last min...

den after tat...me and valon went to PS...went to watch movie...we watch RE-CYCLE...its nice...den after tat...walk the whole orchard...went around doing nothing...jus window shop...den after tat come back seng kang...and i walk home...

8 july....meet valon in the afternoon...cos he got guitar lesson in the morning...den meet le we went for lunch...and den went to kallang to meet omar and eugene...cos we going to watch NDP preview...haha...the firework is so nice...

den after tat we went to eat...den after tat go back to hougang...cos valon need to take bus home...but we reach the interchange...we already miss the last bus...den in the end he went back home with me...and stay at my house...

9 july...morning wake up at 8...becos of valon lor...my father go wake me up lor...den sit there watch tv...do nothing...you bite me i bite you...haha...den after tat go buy lunch together...den i went home with him after tat...and he bring alot of things back from my house lor...he wear my tee-shirt and shorts back...and he wear my slippers also...and bring back my tigger...

den at his house do nothing...we play DDR...stupid valon...why you so good at tat...haix...not fair...win everytime...den after tat play com awhile...den we went to sleep again...cos super tired de...wake up le...come back seng kang eat dinner...den went home after tat...

p.s: dear...thankx for everything you gave me...i noe tat you give in to me all the time...and because of me...you got alot of teeth mark on ur hand...cos i bite you everytime...dear...pls dun torture my tigger hor...if not i will bite you...wahaha...thankx for everything...

nariko
11.14 pm

Friday, July 07, 2006

6 july 2006

today went out...to valon house for movie...and he actually coming to my house at 9 plus de...ended up he nv come...cos he cannot wake up...and i sms him nv reply...call him nv answer...i thought wat happen...

den wan leng and eugene come my house first...den wait for him to come...den after he come all slack awhile...den went to compass point and meet alisa den go eat...den after tat...me and valon went to buy sweets...i left my sweet at his house again...wahaha...

den after tat meet the rest at 161 bus stop...and also wainting for serene there...after tat go woodland together...den go there buy sweets again...den after tat walk to his house...they play mahjong...den me and valon watch DVD...

haha...watch till dunno wat time they all went home...leaving me there...den by 6 plus we finish le...den i pei him go eat dinner...den after tat walk to woodland interchange...cos i need to go home...den during our bus ride...he ask me something...and eventually i dun wan to give him an answer...till i reach home...den i tell him the answer...

eventually...he ask me to be his gal...and i agree...with you around i noe wat is happiness...i am really beari fortunate to have you by my side...i will learn to cherish you...and everything you give me...

nariko
10.21 pm

Thursday, July 06, 2006

5 july 2006

2nd post of the day...wahaha...cos got nothing to do...so come here and blog...wahaha...actually jus now got go out for awhile...cos meet valon gor lunch...and go buy things and rent DVD...

meet up with valon at 3 plus at compass point to have lunch...cos we were chatting den realise tat both of us haven had lunch...so decided to meet up...and take a long time to decide where to go lor...cos he stay at woodland den i stay at seng kang...in the end he also come to seng kang...

den after lunch...go buy my things...and go buy chocolates...and we were finding birthday bear...but cant get any...haix...den after tat come back my house put things...den go plaza rent DVD...guss wat...we got 4 DVD and 1 VCD...wahaha...got to watch for a few days le...nvm...tml going his house to watch le...

den after tat actually want to go 161 bus stop de...cos valon going le...cos also got nothing to do lor...on the way i call wan leng...den she tell me she at hougang...den we go hougang find her lor...go take my MP3 from her...den after tat we went to take bus to go home...

i spent my whole afternoon like tat lor...den tml need to wake up early...cos valone is coming my house first...den after tat meet up with the rest to go his house to play mahjong...but he cannot play...cos he need to pei me watch movie...wahaha...

nariko
8.56 pm
5 july 2006

jus wake up...and decided to blog...cos i got nothing to do and its my holiday now le...so dun need to go school...den can blog till i happy...cos got alot of time...haha...i am having muscle ache all over...cos yesterday go sentosa play for the whole day...its so fun...

yesterday meet valon at 8...and he is late...haha...but nvm...cos i was at home and i also not ready...den he reach my house at 8.45...if i am not wrong...eventually i dun recognise him...haha...cos he go cut his hair...and its super nice...

den after tat we went for breakfast...den go collect cake...for eugene de...cos we wanted to help him celebrate his birthday...den after tat we go take train go habourfront...den we thought we wont meet them there de...cos we were quite late le...but they even later lor...we reach le they jus finish breakfast lor...

den meet le...all take bus go sentosa...we go palawan beach...haha...go there suntan...play water...play volleyball...haha...alot lah...and its fun lor...den at there sing birthday song for eugene and cut cake...haha...and we started playing cake...but not all kanna...only a few...including me...bleh =p

den valon accompany me to walk the bridge...go there climb all the way up the tower...den see dolphins...after tat...sit there and talk...enjoying th breeze there...after tat...walk back to find them...den also go 7-11 buy drinks...haha...

after tat went back to find them...den they were playin with volleyball...but i nv join...cos i dunno how to play...sit there listening to music...and see them play...wahaha...den by the time they finish playing i am dry le...haha...den they cont'd to play with water...but i nv join them...actually i wanted de...but i dun wan to get wet again...cos i dun wan to make my bag heavier with the wet clothes...wahaha...

den after tat all go bath...den all went home...leaving me, valon and hui qi there...actually want to go pick saga seeds and watch musical fountain de...but we carry alot of things...so ended up nv go...we go eat Anderson Ice cream...yummy...my fav...haha...

den after tat come back to main Island...take bus back to woodland...cos need to put all the things at valon de house...den he also cannot bring back himself lor...and when we reach woodland interchange...hui qi take bus go home...den i went back to valon...haha...den ur mummie scare me...suddenly talk to me...

den after tat he came back to seng kang with me...and we jus cross the overhead bridge and he take bus to go back woodland...den i went back home after tat...on the way back...i was on the phone with wan leng...talk till 11 plus i cannot make it le...den i go sleep le...but eventually something happen before tat...and its all misunderstanding...so i nv take it to heart...

p.s: valon faster thankx me...cos everyone say you look better in the hair style...so must thankx me...cos i gave you comment lor...haha...den hor...see tml who bite who first...better be careful hor...haha...cos you coming my house...haha...

nariko
11.19 am

Monday, July 03, 2006

2 july 2006

yesterday go out for the whole day...go out at 3 plus meet valon at 4 at GV yishun for movie...and he was late...wahaha...late for more 45 mins...haha...cos i told him i miss bus...so he left home later lor...but who know i am fast...haha...cos the bus is fast...

wait for him there...till wan leng finish her show...meet up with her for awile while waiting for valon...but ended up wan leng left before valon come...cos her boy need to work after tat...den wait till we miss the show time for Re-cycle...so ended up we watch Scary Movie 4...its nice....beari funny lor..it make me think of wan leng when i watch tat...cos she say scary movie is scary..wahaha...

after the show no where to go...so i decided to bring valon to one place...cos i say i go where you go where ok...den he agreed...so i walk to neoprint shop...haha...and we went to take neoprint...later i shall post up the photo...dun comment...cos i noe wan leng will say something de...haha...

den after tat...went come back to seng kang...den again...dunno wan to go where eat...cos we everytime go compass point eat...so i decided to go Rivervale Mall...and again i tell him i bring you to somewhere...jus follow me...and he also agreed...wahaha...one day i shall bring you go and sell...haha...

den guess wat...go there also eat fast food...wahaha...might as well dun go there...cos we need to walk even more far to take bus...after dinner...walk to bus stop...i tink we walk for 3 bus stop...haha...on the way to 161 bus stop...we were crapping...and looking at stars and moon...haha...den not many stars de...

den accompany valon to wait for 161...den after tat i walk home...161 really his good frene le...for the past week he had been coming to seng kang lor...when he live at woodland...haha...hey valon...you might as well move to seng kang...so tat you dun need to go back after you come to seng kang...

den on the way home...wan leng call me...den talk on the phone lor...talk and talk until eugene call in...den all conference...den after tat i left wan leng and eugene to talk...den i go bath...den after tat hui qi call in...den suddenly valon wake up and he also call in...den talk until 4...den i cannot make it le...i jus say bye and hung up le...den go sleep...

sleep until 12 plus this afternoon...den wake up slack,bath and eat...after tat sleep at 4 again...sleep until abt 7...den eat dinner...den wan leng call me...and talk again...den after tat valon also call in to conference...den talk until 9...all put down the phone...and i sit infront of the comp until now...and i got nothing to do...

let me post the photo now...wahaha...



actully got somemore de...but i like this one best so only post this up...den the rest the size is different...cos not i crop de...post up another day...cos i haven crop...

nariko
10.44 pm

Sunday, July 02, 2006

1 july 2006

let me use this 15 mins to blog abt my life for the past few days...i cannot spent more than 15 mins...cos i need to go out soon le...lets start from 29 june...

29 june...went to eugene house to play mahjong...wahaha...ppl who noe me de sure beari curious why on why did i go rite...haha...i went but i did not play...cos i dun like...is wan leng they all...i jus sit there to watch...did nothing...sit for almost 4 hrs...i tink so...i also dun quite remember...and i am bored....but they tried their best to entertain me with the tigger le...wahaha...

30 june...lets me think...we went to children's home after school to help out with wan leng...had a great time there...even though the volunteers are not beari organise...and i dunno why the volunteers eventually choose the kid to look after...why are they so favouritism...i dun understand why...den after tat went mac eat...and wan leng and huiqi left me and valon there and they went home...

den after eating...we went back to woodland...den back to seng kang again...wahaha...cos valon insist of sending me home...i tink he had been travelling in btw seng kang and woodland this few days le...and 161 now is his best frene...wahaha...

today leh...going out soon le...later going for movie with mr valon...wahaha...we going to watch Re-cycle...see will meet up with wan leng anot...cos she is also there with her boy watching movie...

i had finish blogging le...now i sure type out some of my personal thoughts...i tink i had learn to let go of tat someone le....now he is no longer part of me le....cos wat i use to do i will think of him...but not now any more...i jus learn to let go and i dun wish to hold on anymore...cos its not worth it anyway...

maybe now i had met someone who is even better than him...but i still not sure abt my own feelings yet...i need to take time to sort out everything...i noe he is a better choice...but i still need time to sort out my own feelings...cos i dun wan to hurt him in the end...but indeed he is really a much more better one...at least tats how i feel...

let time decide everything...i also dun want to think too much le...if we are meant for each other...no one can sepearate us de...time is the main factor now...cos i really need time to think through everything...before diciding wat i should do...

dun treat me too good...i am afraid tat i might fall for you one day...

nariko
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