25 march 2006

erm...nothing much happening today...jus stay at home for the whole day...except that alex call me today ask me wan go plaza mah...cos he wan to bring his dog out for a walk...
his dog dame cute de lor...but stupid him dunno how old is his dog...dunno the breed...everything dunno de...haha...

actually today wan to study for exam de...but ended up...i also nv study...cos i was busy doing something...and i have not done with it...cos too complicated le...haha...sian...but tml must study le...cos monday exam le...mus really study hard le...

hehe...here are some photos of alex and his dog...his dog is really cute...like tigger lor...keep on jumping around de...haha...

nariko
11.47 pm

24 march 2006

erm...i think i nv blog for quite sometime le...cos nothing happen in my ilfe this few days...life jus seem the same...its bored...i nv go school for two days le...yesterday and today...cos cannot wake up in the morning...everyday cannot wake up...

but today go out meet wan leng cos ask her to teach me IAC...i realise that i got alot of things tat i dunno how to do...die le...how exam coming next week le...i still haven study...haha...i only revise my BFS lor...and i still haven memorise everything lor...dunno how le...stress now...wan leng owe me ice cream...i wan ice cream...i wan go eat swensen ice cream today de leh...but she dun wan go with me...so ended i nv go eat...haix...

but nvm...jus now go buy something...cos i am making it for someone special...and its my first time doing this for someone lor...haha...now no mood to study at all lor...cos i have been trying to fix everything together...and its kinda difficult lor...it seem easy but when i do it...its so difficult...stress...

okie le...i shall stop here le...i wan go continue with my thing le...cos need to study from tml onwards le...

nariko
11.19 pm

12 march 2006

haha....jus wake up only...tired...cos yesterday go out for the whole day...enjoy yesterday cos going out with christine, chang, alex, hong guan, roy and marcus...we went to the beach and have a pinic there...haha...wat a stupid idea...but nvm ended up we still enjoy...

den at there jus relax...den take alot of photos...i tink most of them are hong guan de...haha...who ask him to be so handsome...den they have alot of stupd pose...haha...den it rain den no choice but to leave...left at abt 5 plus almost 6...den went for our dinner at white sand...

den we went to hong guan's house there to play basketball...and it was fun...haha...play until 9 plus den go home...tired for the whole day...haha...thanks your guys for yesterday...really enjoy myself...

nariko
10.54 am

9 march 2006

nv go school today...cos lesson cancel...but one stupid thing is tat...i was already in my school uniform...and already half way to school le...and they say lesson cancel...cos they wan us to go down to dover ite to listen to dunno wat stupid talk...but ended i nv go...and went home...

den on the way home...me and wan leng were planning activities for the APSN and our school NYAA...i think tat in the end nobody will wan to volunteer and participate...but dun care...we jus need to do the planning and give the teacher the details can le...the most is go talk to the co-ordinator of APSN abt our plan can le...next is up to them if anyone wan to participate anot...none of my business le...cos i jus need to plan and take my CCA points can le...

i jus get another piercing on my ear...and now i got a total of 6 piercing...i wan another one to make it 7...maybe piercing to alot of ur may be pain...but i jus feel nothing...cos i tink its another way to jus torture myself...which i dun understand why either...cos i am now jus an empty shell without my soul...jus feel sick and tired of this type of life le...i jus feel empty...

nariko
3.23 pm

6 march 2006

yesterday night too tired to blog le...so decided to come here before i go to school...me, chang and christine went down to APSN yesterday wanting to do voluntary work de...ended up go there slack...cos too many volunteers and not enough beneficiaries...

den stay there since 9 am and play computer cos they dun wan to go for the amazing rzce...den slack...play badminton...basketball...and jus slack around...doing nothing...play computer also nothing to play...cos everyday also play at home...den left at 2 cos nothing much for us to do there...

go meet alex after tat...den go to pasir ris beach go there slack do nothing also...but enjoy cos feel relax...we took at lot of photos yesterday...i tink is abt 102 if i am not wrong...first time in my life tat i took so many photos in one day...

den started to think abt something in this morning...i am really a complete different person now compare to the past...i have way change to much...those ppl who noe me now may be shock if they noe wat type of person i am in the past...i wan to be wat i use to be...so tat i can be more happy...i wan to return to the past...where i can play whole day...without thinkin abt my future...without thinking wat other feel abt me...without thinkin of other...and jus dun care...but now...why should i wan to settle down..why should i be so ambitious...why should i start planning my future...and now de me...i feel so empty and unhappy...

i jus wan to go back to the past...which i look like a ah lian tat time...all the word out of my mouth cannot be hear de...but i am happier tat time...but after i change...i feel so empty le...i wan to be a nurse...am i really happy if i become a nurse one day?i dunno...maybe not...

i am just feeling empty and unhappy...

nariko
9.23 am

4 march 2006

finally i am here blogging again le...cos nothing for me to blog for the past few days...cos my life seems the same...wake up...go school...den go home...nothing much happen...except tat i am more punctual for school now...haha...

jus reach home only awhile ago...cos go out with christine...we go kbox...really beari long nv go le...den after tat go compass point buy tinks...haha...i bought lollipop and we bought comb...another similar comb we have...yeah...den take photo in toilet and on bus...haha...alot of stupid photo we took...haha...but fun...den went SKP and slack...den go home after tat...

tonight must sleep early le...cos tml need to wake early to do voluntary work...meeting them at 7.15am...tml we will be having amazing race...excited abt it...haha...


nariko
6.09 pm