25 feb 2006 day

erm...today wake up early in the morning to go school even though its a saturday...its very rare to see me so early in school de...but today is different cos we are having a sports meet with the people from APSN...

erm...quite enjoy myself bax...play alot of games...like basketball...captain ball...den somemore play monkey with ms chan lor...my lecturer...so stupid...haha...she everytime play cheat de leh...haha...but nvm...cos they enjoy can leh...

after tat go to APSN with them...wan leng also go with me...haha...den go back to compass point...go there eat lunch...sit there and talk...haha...that's how i spent my day...den after tat go back home lor...and sleep...haha

anyway...thanks philip for you lunch...really enjoy myself talkin to you...haha...stop askin me to go sky diving...i dun wan...haha...

nariko

20 feb 2006

erm...nothing much happen this few days...so nv bother to blog bax...haha...today miracle...i reach school before 8 o'clock lor...haha...first time see me in school so early bax...haha...

morning having BSF lesson...sit there for 1/2 hr before lesson begin...stupid lor...waste my time...so early reach school...if not i can sleep longer...den after lesson go find wan leng...go changi airprt buy tink...but in the end cannot find...

den we go tampines mall after tat lor...still cannot find...haha...but nvm...we go eat our lunch lor...den late for IAC...but nvm...in the end i found the tink tat she wanted to buy...guess wat izzit...it jus a big lollipop...

wah...the lollipop beari nice lor...i jus love it...its so sweet if someone give it to me...i will love tat person...haha...it jus so sweet...haha...

nariko
10.50 pm

17 feb 2006

wat should i say for today...not in the mood to blog anyway...actually beari happy de...cos i ask christine out this afternoon jus to help her celebrate her birthday...we went for pizza hut...but before tat...we went to toys 'r' us...and fun cos got alot of toys lor...maybe we are childish...jus find everything cute and nice...haha...

after tat went to pizza hut to eat...and dame full de lor...cos we eat the set lunch le we still order ice cream...everything was nice...especially the ice cream...haha...cos i love ice cream...den went to buy winnie the pooh and friends de hp strap...i got tigger, christine got piglet, and we got winnie the pooh for chang...so sweet of us...haha...den went pasir ris park to play...but ended up sit there and talk...

den i shouldnt have contact alex lor...wat a stupid me...he call me den talk awhile...den ask him why he was so angry with me when i did nothing wrong yesterday lor...den actually we plan for tml again de...even though we cancel everything yesterday...den happily talking...at night christine and alex not happy again...cos of some reason...den i feel tat its my fault...cos i contact alex first de...if not everything is cancel and i will go kbox with christine den dun need to plan...den everyone happy...

i noe he not in a good mood...but dun need to shout at her bax...why he jus cant spare a thoughts for us...no matter wat we are still gals...dun need to treat us like this...he use to care for us but now shouted us...i also dunNo why...maybe its all fated bax...no one is to blame...blame god for creating all this trouble...

christine dun blame urself le...i dun wan you to end this friendship cos of him...you still have me, chang, hong gaun and shaun lor...and we still have adrian...we will be frenes for a life time de...this is our promise for one another...and i am sure we can do it de...

i tink i shall end here le...no mood to continue le...

nariko
9.35 PM

this is wat we eat...

16 feb 2006

haiz maybe today is not the day for me...first in school and the other is when i return home...really feeling unhappy today...why must we suffer in this world...i dunno why...

i dunno why...everything happen in class i am the last one to noe...that day need to hand in project and i actually noe it the day before handing up...ended up i had to rush out everything and i only sleep for 3 hrs plus...den reach school late but nvm...when handing in the project they say latest by friday...and it already irritate me le...today reach school someone told me later got BFS test and i only left 1 hr plus to study...wat the hell is she thinkin...cant she jus tell me yesterday in msn so tat i had enough time to study...or through sms...she got my contact my number...why cant she say it earlier...tell me she also nv study...fail together...do you tink i believe you...of cos not...cos tat unit you already study for ur CA le...you tink i am so stupid to believe ur words...ended i nv go BFS...cos i dun wan to take test without preparing...

den on the way home...alex call me...tell me abt christine de tink...wat he told her in the morning...maybe his words are harsh...but i noe he wont do it de...den come back sms christine she say maybe want to cancel the celebration on saturday for her birthday...i dunno why...i feel tat its my fault to have come out with this suggestion...if not they would not have any misunderstanding in each other...i dunno why...i feel so sad...

enough of today le....dun wan to wake up actually de...so tat i can forget abt everything happen to day...i jus dun like today...hate this day...but i dunno why i jus wake up and i cant sleep again....

nariko
8.33 pm

15 feb 2006

erm...dun feel like blogging yesterday cos i am jus tired...haha...yesterday is valentine day...jus another stupid day...cos i am jus lonely...but not beari sad...cos whole day in school...

meet christine at about 4 pm when i return from school...cos i jus dun wan to stay at home...it make me feel even lonely...den go eat our dinner...haiz...nothing much after tat...we jus sit down and talk bax...till almost 7...den go grandma house...sit there...no mood...dunno why...i am jus lonely bax...

return home at 9 plus almost 10...den alex call me talk while...cos he ask me call him when he return to camp...i am jus sleepy bax when i call him...not in the mood to talk bax...so listening to his singing...but dunno why...maybe its valentine bax...haha...after 12 feel not so tired le...den talk until 2...den someone feel tired wan to sleep le...but dun wan to put down the phone first...and dun wan to admit tat he wan to sleep le...haha...force me to say i am tired...force me to say tat i wan to put down the phone...haha...funny...

tat's how i spent my valentine day...feeling lonely and moody...and tired...i am tired now...cos two day i only sleep for 10 hrs...not enough sleep...i wan to sleeep le...haha...

nariko
4.49 pm

13 feb 2006

one more min before valentine day...so sad no valentine this year....but nvm still got my frene...haha...by the time i finish this its already valentine day le...it jus another valentine by the way...nothing special...except tat i am busy doing project now bax...

i am tired...but still need to do project...i had already ask the tree at pasir ris to be my valentine le...haha...and i tink i going there tml bax...jus nothing to do...jus go meet the tree bax...haha...

dun wan to blog le...better go and rush out my project..if not tml i can go die le bax...haha...everytime nv go lesson so last min den noe need to hand in project...wat a stupid me...

nariko
12.09 am

12 feb 2006

yesterday lazy to update...cos beari tired from doing all the blog stuff...cos of ah guan lah...dunno how to do blogskin...haha...den i do until halfway tired le den go sleep...dun wan care abt it le...intending to do it today de...but i tink he change username den cannot log in mus wait for him to wake up...

yesterday spent the whole morning in school...sick and tired of it...go there still need to see people face...next time i wont wan to help le...they sux...what a stupid business school club...hate them...jus a bunch of attitude people...only noe how to talk but dunno how to do...dun give people a chance to give some suggestion...can you people please talk in english...can your stop speaking in malay when we are discussing something...we jus simply cant understand...wat you expect us to do...jus a bunch of f*cker...

den come back le meet alex and hong guan for lunch...jus spent the whole afternoon slacking at their house doing nothing...play comp...sit there day dreams...and jus slack...after that someone say my hair not nice...haha den i meet wan leng jus to ask her go cut hair with me...she also cut her hair...beari nice lor...your will be surprise...mus thanks me...cos i bring her go cut hair...haha...

i am bored...staying at home...no where to go...slacking at home for another day...sick and tired of this type of life le...everyday online doing nothing...slacking at home...den wan go out but no where to go...everyday jus slack...

nariko
12.36 pm

10 feb 2006

i am tired...go out today...with chrstine, hong guan, alex and alex de frene...his frene beari unfriendly lor...dun even wan to talk to us...but nvm lah...and we went to watch movie...wahaha its super nice lor...we watch I Not Stupid II...really beari touching lor...i tink everyone cry bax...den finish le me and christine come back to seng kang...leaving the guys at yishun...

haha...today christine noe her results le...finally got somewhere to go le...haha...happy for her hope tat she can go to the course that she wants bax...i will pray hard de...den tat christine tell yan chang and pei xiu that she fail everything lor...haha they actually believe it...all rush down to come 'an wei' her...all that...haha...den we ruin pei xiu de date...cos she is celebrating valentine day with her bf...haha....sad...the kanna disturb by us...

really enjoy myself today bax...but abit tired lah...cos go down all the way to yishun jus for a movie...but its worth it lah...cos its really beari the nice lor...den play pranks on the both of them...if i were them i would not believe her...haha...still tell them she dare not go home...den dunno how...haha...

nariko
10.49 pm

9 feb 2006

really beari lazy to update...cos nothing much to write an everyday feel the same for me...eat, sleep, go school den go home...my life is bored...nothing to do...

yesterday talk on the phone for 9 hrs bax...and its non-stop lor...cant imagine i actually break my own record of 7 hrs...talk with alex from 7 plus till 11 plus bax...den christine call in den conference till like abt 4 atually its beari long when i think of it...but time really flies when i was talkin on the phone...didnt realise it at all...i tink alex this month de bill sure beari ex de lor...talk for so long...it will cost a bomb...haha...den i tink slept until 10 plus this morning bax...den go school...

i dunno why...yesterday we were talkin and everyone feel quite hot especially alex...first time see him so angry...haha...and the funny part is why everytime i talk to them i will have different feeling at different time de...now laughing away and the next moment i will be crying...haha...jus dun understand...we were also arguing on something tat is not important lor...first time seeing us fighting on this type of issue...which all of us will have different views...and we cant agree with one another...and really something stupid lor...the topic is abortion lor...haha...and it does not concern abt us lor...haha...i tink is abit stupid lah...cos i was the one who started on this...as i ask if you find out tat there is something wrong with ur child before it is born,will you choose to abort it? i also dunno why i was so stupid to ask this...haha...it make no sense lor...cos we were still young to think of all this...and both christine and alex had different view...and both had different opinion and ended up arguing...haha...my fault...

it fate that brought all of us together...and at times we may not agree with one another but we still love and care for one another de...it's really a wonderful thing knowing all of your...we must learn to treasure all the things and people that was given to us...and we should learn to appreciate...really love all of your...muackz...>.<

nariko
7.03 pm

7 feb 2006

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether

I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring,

lost in a good book, or giggling with my best

friend, I live in a world apart, one full of

adventure and wonder and other stuff adults

don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

i did this quiz...and stupid lor...i say that i was only 10 years old...haha i cant imagine that inside of me i am jus 10 years old...going to faint le...haha

nothing much happen today except i tiink that i slept for the whole day bax...i am jus tired...i jus wan to have a break and sleep and run from reality...maybe that's all i wanted for now...

jus now chatting online with hong guan...i really dun understand him...why cant he jus let go of her and stop thinking of her and let it be...since she dun even appreciate him...he say he maybe wan to get another gal...but he jus cant forget abt her...wat the use of it...when you get another one and you cant love her whole hearterly...really dun understand wat you thinking...i understand its difficult to forget someone but i nv ask you to forget abt her...but let her go and dun tink of her all the time...and you will sure feel better de...

nariko
9.54 pm

5 feb 2006

yesterday lazy to update my blog...cos reach home quite late le...den going to sleep le so nv update...

yesterday meet alex, christine and hong guan to go buy tinks for the steamboat...stupid lor...actually can beari early buy finish de lor...ended up we meet le den we go alex de house...stupid rite waste so much time...den go hougang mall after tat...buy things le den meet pei xiu and yan chang den go christine house to cook...

we anyhow cook cos nobody noe how to cook steamboat de soup but ended up it was nice...haha...den we want to the pool side to sit...play cards den the three guys were mad...they went swimming...haha....i tink i finish almost a tub of ice cream bax....i am mad...cos nobody wan to eat...haha...den after tat sit until 11 plus den all take cab go home...

wah...my face got one big pimple...cos tat stupid shaun lah...use his hand to press my face...den go home the pimples pop out le...stupid him....nv wash hand anyhow press...angry...argh...

nariko
3.30 pm

i am tired...

3 feb 2006

i tink i sleep for the whole day bax...i am really tired...yesterday night talk to ah gong and christine until 3 plus...den go sleep den wake up at 9 plus...den nv go school cos lesson end at 12...den i sleep at 3 plus in the afternoon until abt 7 bax... really sleep for the whole day...haha...beari long nv sleep for whole day le...

yesterday night talk on the phone for 4 hrs plus...dun feel tired at all...but i feel tired when i put down the phone...talk alot of stupid tink on the phone with them...ah gong keep make us laugh...talk cold jokes...sing over the phone...wahaha...den me and christine keep on disturbing his frene...wahaha...he will be tinking we are mad...but b cos of his voice tat make us disturb him de...wahaha...its fun to disturb other cos i jus simply love to irritate other...that's my job...

finally i finish all my presentation le...feel more relax le...but still got role play coming up...dunno how...cos i dunno wat is the topic on...haha...den the PIE de project i also haven do...cos lazy to do...

tml de gathering dunno how...they all cannot confirm de leh....tat shaun got work den hong guan dunno still going anot....they cannot confirm wan leh....den tml how to buy tinks...they are so irritating....everything wan it last minute...den where got time....

ANGRY now...

nariko
10.45 pm

1 feB 2006

nothing much happen this few days...except i meet my group of frenes yesterday den we go eat steamboat...haha...i eat two time le for this week...but the third time coming this weekend...i will be at christine house this sat...with alex, hong guan, shaun, pei xiu, pei xiu boyfriend, yan chang and of cos christine...and we will eating steamboat again...

wah...yesterday i had a beari strange dream...i dreamt of christine kanna bang by a car...and its my fault...cos i dun wan to go meet her...den she come find me so kanna bang lor...scare the hell out of me...but lucky its only dream...

i now beari nervous for tml de presentation...cos i haven prepare for tml de presentation...but dun care le...fail fail lor...cos this semester i dun tink i can pass lor...fainting le...

this saturaday meeting my frene they all...we all going to buy ingredient for the steamboat...yeah i love your guys...can shop together...but shaun cannot come cos need to work...haha but nvm...short of you one still got others...

jus now talk to hong guan alot...maybe i understand how he feel over her le...i understand how he is feeling now...i can understand...its true tat it takes a lifetime to forget someone...and its not easy to do it...

naRikO
11.01 pm