1 july 2006

let me use this 15 mins to blog abt my life for the past few days...i cannot spent more than 15 mins...cos i need to go out soon le...lets start from 29 june...

29 june...went to eugene house to play mahjong...wahaha...ppl who noe me de sure beari curious why on why did i go rite...haha...i went but i did not play...cos i dun like...is wan leng they all...i jus sit there to watch...did nothing...sit for almost 4 hrs...i tink so...i also dun quite remember...and i am bored....but they tried their best to entertain me with the tigger le...wahaha...

30 june...lets me think...we went to children's home after school to help out with wan leng...had a great time there...even though the volunteers are not beari organise...and i dunno why the volunteers eventually choose the kid to look after...why are they so favouritism...i dun understand why...den after tat went mac eat...and wan leng and huiqi left me and valon there and they went home...

den after eating...we went back to woodland...den back to seng kang again...wahaha...cos valon insist of sending me home...i tink he had been travelling in btw seng kang and woodland this few days le...and 161 now is his best frene...wahaha...

today leh...going out soon le...later going for movie with mr valon...wahaha...we going to watch Re-cycle...see will meet up with wan leng anot...cos she is also there with her boy watching movie...

i had finish blogging le...now i sure type out some of my personal thoughts...i tink i had learn to let go of tat someone le....now he is no longer part of me le....cos wat i use to do i will think of him...but not now any more...i jus learn to let go and i dun wish to hold on anymore...cos its not worth it anyway...

maybe now i had met someone who is even better than him...but i still not sure abt my own feelings yet...i need to take time to sort out everything...i noe he is a better choice...but i still need time to sort out my own feelings...cos i dun wan to hurt him in the end...but indeed he is really a much more better one...at least tats how i feel...

let time decide everything...i also dun want to think too much le...if we are meant for each other...no one can sepearate us de...time is the main factor now...cos i really need time to think through everything...before diciding wat i should do...

dun treat me too good...i am afraid tat i might fall for you one day...

nariko
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