Friday, March 30, 2007

3月30日

好久没有blog了喔
突然有灵感就过来了
刚刚看到朋友的一则blog
激发了不少感触

这一辈子你会认识多少人
有几个可以称得上是好朋友
甚至是好姐妹
想一想因该没有几个吧

心卉:
这些是为你写的
希望你会看见
dun feel sad or angry or disappointed over it..
friendship is something tat need to go through lots of up and down
before it will grow stronger..
it need to take a lot of time to nurture it..
my advice to you..
dun assume everything..(i am not siding anyone)
assumption dun help it will jus worsen..
sit down and talk to them..
and solve this problem..
i may not be with you all the time..
i may not noe wat exactly happen..
but from wat i see from ur entry..
you really treasure ur frenes..
if not you wont blog abt ur feeling..
at any point of time you need someone to talk to..
you can always come to me..
maybe i cant help..
but i can always listen to wat you wan to say..

我知道我不能帮上什么忙
但逼近我碰过这种事
知道如果不马上解决
误会会跟深
~加油吧~
把想说的话都对他们说吧

nariko
早上10店32分

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

3月27日2007年

没有事做就来blog
顺便在等我的game download完
已经玩了好多天的online game了
在家里好多天了
真的好闷喔

最近心情一直多不好
表面上是看不出什么
但惹我看看
就知道有什么不一样了

最近老是说错话
弄到他不开心
好的不说边
偏偏爱说有的没得
害他想太多
想对他说声对不起

我的online game终于download好了
有空再回来继续
再见,要向我喔

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nariko
下午1点53分

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

3月20日2007年

最近都没有再用英文blog了
可能是大楷用华文比较容易表达我的心情吧
可是每次都画好长的时间来写
因为拼音不好

一醒来就又想哭的感觉
不知为何
坐在床上眼泪就掉了下来
可能是昨晚的梦吧
又或着是昨晚的事

**每一段美丽的爱情都会有结束的一天
童话故事都是骗人的吧
要是每一段爱情都有美好的结局
世界上就不会有再有分分离离的结局了
人也都会开心一些

不要误会
我和他之间没有发生任何事
只是这些都是心理想的东西
写出来跟大家分享

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nariko
早上10点42分

Monday, March 19, 2007

3月19日2007年

还没睡所以想来blog
突然间有东西写
所以就来了
不然又不知道几时才有时间

时间真的会改变一个人
我们有好一阵子没见面了
见了面之后发现你变了
我们之间在也不像从前了

心里的话再也找不到人说了
只可以对着电脑打
或许从很久以前
已经是这样了
只不过是我不够敏感
没有察觉到罢了

突然想到他说过的一句话
“你去找朋友陪你出去吧”
回想起来
在我的世界里
有几个真的是称得上是朋友的呢?

累了想睡了
不知道要写什么了
如果明天又空一定上来blog

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nariko
午夜2点21分

Friday, March 16, 2007

16 march 2007

~lala~
blog foR fun...
finally finish exam le worx...
stupid blogger...
got so much problem...

nariko
10.17 pm

Thursday, March 15, 2007

3月15日2007年

刚刚对你发完了脾气
我也不知道自己在不爽什么
可能是压力吧
恨不得把书本都烧了

明天就考试了
你没读书还可以完电脑
现在又去睡觉
我很佩服你
不知道你要如何考

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想起昨天
想到了 《所以》,
就想起了下午在想的东西

昨天的那编blog
应该会让人误会吧
让人觉得我对你还有感觉吧
那根本不是我想的

那根本都没有喜欢,
暗恋,或单恋的感觉
只是以平常心
想祝福你们罢了
希望我们的友情不会随着时间而淡去

不知道哪来得感触
突然有那么多的东西写
可能是应为失去过
才懂得珍惜吧

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nariko
午夜2点24分

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

3月14日2007年

不知道为什么睡不着
在床上翻来覆去
听着音乐,听到了《所以》
不知不觉想起了你

这代表什么
我还没放下你吗?
我还在想着你吗?
我自己也不知道
或许这永远会是个谜

我和你越来越像陌生人了
从陌生到无话不谈的朋友
到我发现我喜欢你
到了我知道我们根本不可能
慢慢的我们的距离越来越远
回到了原点

你找到了她
我也找到了属于自己的他
之不过你的她我也认识
她是我好朋友
应该说我们四个彼此都认识

自从你和她在一起之后
我们在也不像之前那么的要好
她比从前更忙了
变得好多
希望你和她永远的快乐

心里舒服了好多
终于把想说的话都打出来了
不要被我的话给影响
要和她幸福快乐得走下去

我会把从前留在记忆里
带着美好的回忆和他继续走下去

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nariko
午夜3点40分

Saturday, March 10, 2007

9 march 2007

back bloggin le...
long long time nv blog le...
got nothing to do...
so come and post some pic...


my cousin...taken during CNY...

my injuries...due to NAPFA...


did pizza with dear on our 8th mth..its fun...


our lunch of the day...

i will miss my blog...bb blog...

come back when i am free...

nariko

1.39 pm

Saturday, January 27, 2007

27 january 2007


reach home abt an hour ago...
cos went out with cousins...
meet in the afternoon and went party world...
totally went crazy when we were there...a
nd its dame fun...much cheaper than kbox...
sound system is better den kbox...
only $58 for 4 person...quite cheap...


finish at 8 plus...den walk around...
buy a shirt from newbie for dear...
hope tat he like it...and its purple...
someone wanted the purple shirt long time ago...
now i get it for him...


walk until almost all the shop close le...
went for dinner...den go take train...
reach home 11 plus le..almost 12...
tired...shall post some photo after this...
miss ur gals lots...
shall meet up soon...




nariko
1.16 am

Monday, January 08, 2007

7 January 2007

why do i blog now...? i dunno...blogging hasnt been in my life for quite while le...basically lazy and nothing much to blog...jus dame bored...since now nothing to do let me blog from 4 jan to 7 jan...


4 jan...went to school early in the morning for GROOMING CLASS...thankx to wan leng and my boy...if they nv go den i dun need to go le...nv regretted going there...the course is fun...learn quite a lot of things there...the lecturer is dame handsome...wahaha...manage to take a pic of him...wahaha...

tat is him...

5 jan...sick...flu...sorethroat and cough...went to see doctor...den meet up with dear for lunch and back home and rest...sleep for 4 hrs...wake up le still tired...
6 jan...meet up with the CRAZY SCREWS for dinner at YUKI YAKI...not really expensive...can go try out...quite alot of variety...better than SEOUL GARDEN...be it the food or atmosphere...the price is about the same as SEOUL GARDEN...quite value for money...they had the "fried" ice-cream...and we tried...even though we make a mess...but overall its fun...and its also the 6th month with my boy...overall enjoy yesterday...

pic of tepanyaki and steamboat
today leh...stay at home and rot nothing much to do...tml start school le...dun have the mood...still wan to slack somemore...wahaha...
nariko
6.40 pm

Saturday, December 23, 2006

22 December 2006


yeah...quite a long time nv update le...so decided to come up here to post something while waiting for my boy...its almost been a week after i come back from my camp...its fun but at the same time i learn something from it...


this is the 2nd y-camp tat i am been too...but its seem more challenging than the pevious one tat i went...this camp is really beari different from the one tat i went before...the beneficiaries need to conquer their fear to complete the rock wall and flying fox...to be true it really need alot of courage...and all of them manage to did it...they are really wonderful...


i really learn alot through this camp...cos eventually i almost lose my temper on one of the beneficiaries...but i learn to control...eventually this is not me...cos when and where i am as long as i am not happy...i will jus throw my temper on anyone...but now i learn to control...cos no point shouting at them...it jus make both parties unhappy...even though i had come in contact with some of the beneficiaries before but those are the more easy to handle one...this time round i had comtact with people from MINDs...not to say they are difficult to handle...but you jus need to have extra care and patience on them...


from my buddy RAGHU...i really learn alot from him...cos i noe him before the camp and i noe wat type of person he is...but throught this camp i noe more abt him...he is more drama than wat i use to think...he cant use all sorts of method to get ur attention...like talking to himself...and crying...i was beari shock tat i saw him talking to himself...


back from the camp feeling tired and all...but i feel tat my time are not wasted...all my efforts had not gone into the drain...all the best to all my members of ATLAS...you really did a great job...


here is something for you dear: dun see urself as the unfortuanate ones...there are ppl who are less fortuanate than you...treasure wat you have dun regret on the things tat you do...maybe now you noe how i feel and how tired i am at times...but dun worry...all this wont change my feeling for you...once i decided to hold on to you...i wont want to let go...


nariko
1.27 pm

Thursday, December 07, 2006

6 december 2006

its our 5th month le...walking till now its not easy...there is lots of ups and down in btw us...but you who make me believe in you...making me hold on till now...even though i feel tired at times...thinking of giving up...but you make me think twice...


yeappie...wat we did today leh...as usual nv go school...go find you den wait for you to prepare...den went supermarket...buy things to cook...cook our own lunch...spent total $17.05 on everything...


went back home and cook...make a mess...but ended up we still cook something...yummy delicious...wahaha...nv thought tat i am so clever...i eventually can cook...wat we had leh...chicken cutlet...deep fried crab-meat (ur fav.)...teriyaki chicken...and maggie mee...wahaha...


thankx dear for everything...wahaha...i love you...muackiez...[*.*]


nariko
11.59 pm

Monday, November 20, 2006

19 november 2006


as promise to blog straight after my project...but dun have the chance...cos too tired le...den slept quite early...and i nv upload the photo into my comp...so cannot blog...wahaha...jus finding excuses for my laziness...

17 nov...afternoon go school to finish up the project and hand up...reach school around 1 plus...finish up everything at abt 5 like tat...went back to woodlands...den stay at his house till around 10 den leave...tat how i spent one day...


18 nov leh...went woodlands...wanting to meet him...but he nv come...cos he fall asleep...den i was wandering around...walk all the way ro admiralty from woodlands...den after tat...too tired le...anyhow take one bus...and i was lost...cos i dunno where the bus go...but lucky it went back to woodlands interchange...den walk to boy house downstair to wait for him...wait abt 20 mins...den he come down...den walk around...he went back home to take things...den he come back to sk with me...go eat dinner and den back home...


now leh...wahaha...jus wake up not long ago...so decided to blog...and post up the photo...wahaha...3..2..1...here it is:


yummlicious bax....wahaha...

nariko

1.15 pm

Friday, November 17, 2006

17 november 2006


yeah...blogging again...nothing to do mah...den come blogging lor...wahaha...jus now rushing for TPS de project...half done...tml can finish den can hand it up le...my project is so nice...thankx to dear and wan leng...wahaha...


we are such a great group...great mind thinks alike...we got lots and lots of ideas...all put together make such a good project...tml shall post up the photo after i fish up everything...yeah...thankx dear for eveything...


wahaha...but i shall betray you for once...dun scold me when you saw this...i am going to post up ur photot...muahahaha...who ask you so pei he me...ask you take with him den still pose as him...wahaha...


nariko
12.17 am

Monday, November 13, 2006

12 november 2006


this is my number 100 post...just got nothing to do...tat's why come here and blog...and i am dame fcuking bored now...nothing to do...been staying at home since yesterday...i am dame irritated by myself now...


yesterday did nothing at home...wanted to meet boy...but raining so he dun wan to come out...den let it be...nv meet...at nitex...dunno wat happen...becos of my own fault...make till he is not happy...den suan le...he eventually fall asleep while i wan still on the phone with him...nvm i jus kap...den dunno wat to do at home...walk around from my room to the kitchen..and back to room again...eventually fall asleep at ard 3 plus...


kanna wake up by lots of msgs this morning...den reply all le went back to sleep...wake up at abt 1 cos i wan to watch tv...finish le...slack infront of the comp...den Shaun call me...to borrow iron from me...den after tat slack again...cos intendin to meet boy...but for dunno wat reason...ended also dun need to meet le...till now haven eat lunch...simply no mood to eat...


i am dame fucking irritated now...dun say sorrie to me anymore...i dun wan to listen...and no point you say sorrie...when you noe you cant fulfill wat you promise me den dun promise me anything from now on...promise le and cant do it...den say sorrie..wat's the point...i dun see there's a need...


just feel like crying now...i am jus a failure...no point telling me tat failure is key to success...can tell me tat i am ur priority over ur game...but i dun see it tat way...ur game is still more important than me...i jus fucking hate myself now...


nariko

4.55 pm

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

7 november 2006


haven sleep yet...so come here and blog...i am tired...but simply dun feel like sleeping...dunno why...lots of happening things jus pass...so decided to blog...haha...i am crazy le... ~LalA~lets blog from 5 nov...


5 nov...wat i did leh...haha...shall recall back...shaun call me at 12 noon when i was sleeping...den i nv ans...msg him ask him why call...cos suddenly get a call from him...den he ask me wan go eat lunch mah...so agree...cos beari long nv see him le...even since my birthday till now...


ask him got who go...he say his mum...so i say nvm lor...since i agree to meet him first de...den i ready le...tell him i met him at downstair...den he ask me go his house first...cos his mum not ready..reach there le he tell me...his sis, sis's gf, and his brother also wan go...den i went with them to have lunch lor...dame funny...


finsh lunch le...follow his mum to the market...get all the things le den went to rent vcd...wahaha...den leh...his mum dunno wan buy wat...follow her again...den leh...they wan to go NTUC...but i dun wan...so i went back home first...but before tat his sis ask me go their house...to pei him...cos he got nothing to do at home...


he reach home le he msg me...ask me go down...went his house slack...watch vcd...talk and all tat...till before he book in den i go home...stay till around 6 like tat...cos he need to book in le...so i left lor...wahaha...


6 nov...stay at home and sleep for the whole morning...cos i slept at around 5 in the morning...den dame tired...cant wake up...den meet dear in the afternoon for lunch...its our 4th month...did nothing...cos i dun have time for him...eat le den walk around...den come back home...wait for me to change...den went out again...to take my bursary...wahaha...i got another $600...dunno will have so much


i thoungt will be beari long cos got wat prize presentation...ended up beari fast...den after tat went to buy things den went back home...reach home around 7...den went playground...den after tat went for dinner...den come my house de void deck slack till 9...den went home...


lots of happening in the morning...both of us dunno for wat reason jus feel angry...ended up nothing happen...jus nv talk much when we see each other...we talk quite alot after tat...but i was the one who talk all the way...wahaha...


now time for my own thoughts...jus now talk to dear abt it...who i can trust now...i really dunno...but there are a few...whom i dun wish to mention...they are the one who will contact me once in awhile...not in times of trouble...not in times of fun...its jus tat they remember me...


hum...i wan to watch FLUSHED AWAY...but i dunno when i will get the chance to watch it...someone did ask me wan to watch...but i feel weird going...not becos of wat...its jus strange going out with ur...jus dun feel easy...


somethings make me regretted...why must i noe him...why must i be the one who make you noe him...if not nothing will happen...and we will be beari happy...living in the world of ours...no comparison...dun need to bother if i will be happy...maybe this is all i wanted...i jus need something tat is so simple...but its seem not so easy...


dun wan to continue le...dun ask me wat happen...jus simply dun wish to answer...I AM HAPPY WITH WAT I HAVE NOW...I AM SATISFY...wahaha...


nariko
1.30 am

Saturday, October 28, 2006

28 october 2006


yeah...blog once in a blue moon...cos got nothing to do tat's why i blog...cos i jus change the skin...simply love it...dame bored...nothing to do everyday...and i nv go school for one week le...yeah...haha...


yesterday nite went plaza de mac slack...saw hong guan...beari long nv see him le...finally get the chance to see him...den keep joking around cos of his strawberry lollipop...den stupid him...his own dog he also dunno how he look like...keep insisting tat ricky got big ears...ur head lah...he got small ear...den look like tigger somemore...wahaha...


went home at around 3...den go home talk to dear awhile den went to bed...guan call at 6...cos i need to collect PSP from him to return...den went back to sleep again...wan leng call me at dunno wat time...cos i in my lala land...den return her PSP den went back to bed...den meet dear in the evening...slack around and come back home...wahaha...dame bored..nothing to do the whole day...



nariko

3.23am

Monday, October 23, 2006

23 october 2006


hum wanted to blog this entry last week...but stupid blogger got so much problem...so dun have the chance to blog...also got nothing much to say..jus wan to unload photo and video...wahaha...cos i also dunno wat to say...life's boring...



give up on the video le...blogger simply dun let me post it up... =(

nariko

2.33 am

Sunday, October 22, 2006

22 october 2006
why i blog???
i dunno...
i jus dun feel happy...
dun bother to ask me why...
jus dun feel like saying...
nariko
2.12 am

Friday, October 13, 2006

13 october 2006


hum...back blogging once again...recalling wat i did for the one whole week starting from 6 oct...aiya forget to take lots lots photot when i am away all this while...wahaha...


6 oct...go meet boy den went to grandma hse to celebrate mooncake festival...go there play with my little cousin cos got nothing to do...go play bomb bag...candles and lantern...wahaha...my cousin super cute and cheeky...cos he saw my boy kiss me he say...orh, we kan dao le...wahaha...he dame cute de...den went back to boy hse at ard 9 and reach woodlands at ard 12...cos before tat we go buy things...buy lots of tibits home...


den next morning wake up...go bath den eat breakfast cos dear de mummie buy breakfast back...den eat le wait for dear...den come back home...den we to chalet...wahaha...reach there...clean up abit...mop floor...cos super dirty...den hand got blister...also dunno why...den sit there do nothing...after went out to buy food for bbq...went elias mall...there got nothing to buy...so walk to white sand de supermarket...buy le den meet wan leng...after tat carry alot of things and take cab back...den go out again for dinner...


den come back we go pasir ris park de playground and play...wahaha...super fun leh...but i dunno why after finish playing i got sand all over me...wahaha...den we went to play spiderweb...ended up me and wan leng stuck on top...wahaha...den went o buy lantern after tat...back to chalet to slack awhile...den went out to play lantern...walk all the way to elias mall again...go 7-11 buy things...wahaha...and walk back again...sit there watch tv...den wash up and off to sleep...


wake up in the afternoon...den go out with dear to the supermarket again to get more things for the bbq...den go back go book bbq pit....and we went to play basketball...come back go cook and prepare everything...wait till evening den go bbq...den till 8 plus we were back in the room...doing nothing...waiting for wan leng, philip and omar to come...before they come we go play bb again...den they join us after tat...omar went aff first...den we went to play ground again...this time round i also got sand all over me...i also dunno why...


back to chalet...talk awhile go wash up den i got a idea...go kbox...we went to cineleisure de kbox...sing till 6 in the morning...den take train back to chalet...reach there first thing is sleep...slept till abt 2 in the afternoon...den went back home to get something...den buy dinner back for wan leng and philip at nitex...eat dinner le den wan leng and philip went back leaving me, boy and eugene there...


eugene's frene come and join him after tat...so me and boy stay in the room and talk den wash up den go to sleep...wake up at 9 cos need to check out le...wash everything...den check out le...and went home...wahaha...super tired de...


yesterday got a shock from wan leng suddenly msg me...den i wan playing game till half way come scare me...till no mood to play...den call her..tell me tat will call me back later...ended call philip to conference with her...and i got a surprise from them...my dream had come true...cos they are together now...this is wat i wanted to see all this while...all the best to the two of ur...must tian mi mi horx...and when getting married ar?dun keep ask me when i am getting married...cos i also dunno...wahaha...


today leh...not in a beari good mood...den went to the library in the evening...den boy come meet me...den went for dinner...after tat went to sculpture park ro sit...and talk...after tat he sent me back home...cos he promise me last nitex...reach home abt 10...den lie on bed till fall asleep...wake up le den nothing to do...so surf web and blog...thinking of mapling later...


nariko
12.50 am