Wednesday, September 23, 2009

23 September 2009


decided to come and blog all of a sudden
cos i wan to change my blog song
so might as well come and type a few words before leaving..
so addicted to this song now
even though it has been quite awhile le..


半情歌


花接受凋零
风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的
总是未完成的我只能唱着一半的歌

我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的
总是未完成的另一半的歌


love that part the most
i dunno why
seem so familiar...


bye bloggie...
sall go watch Jon and Kate plus8 now...


nariko
12.41am

Monday, August 03, 2009

3 august2009


好久没有来了
好想念这里
只是最近好忙好忙喔
一直有东西想写
但不知道该着么写


看了很多,想了很多
或许有些人的爱情是在没有祝福的情况来到这世界的
就像我的一样
但有些人不是
他们的爱情是充满很多的祝福而出现的
但他们总不会珍惜
总是拿别人来做比较
真搞不懂这些人在想什么
不知道最简单的知足
总有一天会再没有人的祝福下而分开的


i dunno wat i am trying to blog
jus some thoughts in my mind
I HATE COPYCATS
again i blog abt this
i jus saw someone copying wat i used to do
and its exactly the same
i dunno how should i say
but i jus dun like it


something tat i like become wat she likes now
ideas i had use before she is using now
something once i hope to have, she wish to have it now when i already gotten it
such a loser
enough of all this if i continue i think i will write a full page of it
stop comparing me and you i dun like it


going to slp now, need to wake up super early later


nariko
3.27am

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

17 may 2009


finally decided to blog
this post should have been blog long ago
but no time


1 mth after my birthday
i decided to blog
not a happy and enjoyable one
~a dissapointing and unforgetable one~
those close to me will knew it why


i may be nice infront of everyone
but no one knew how i feel
except tat few one
everyone thought i am happy
but i am not


i still threw my temper at the end of it
showing attitude to some
but no one knows why
no one knows wat happen tat day


but anyway thankx for those who attends
thankx for all the presents
i really appreciated
even though i am not happy at all


i did tell someone how i feel
i did cry in the end
i am really disappointed
pls respect me
its my birthday anyway


nothing much to say
if i can go back and re-organize again
it wont turn out this way
i will go on a vacation instead
i dun wan ppl to screw my day


tat's wat i feel
i jus wan to blog it out
it feel better this way


nariko
1.57am

Friday, May 08, 2009

8 May 2008


累了,不想说了
不会继续解释了
让它继续错下去


没有人知道我在想什么
到底在忙什么
别再认为我还是以前的我
人都会变
你和我都一样


自从我回来之后
就忙到现在
连一点属于自己的时间都没有
没人明白
也没人知道


好累好累了
我好想念每个人
想念以前的生活


会有那么一天吗?
回到以前
好希望好希望


nariko
1.23am

Thursday, May 07, 2009

7 May 2009


its raining now
and i am back to blog
come out with 2 things tat i wanted
i want to change bag if ur really wan to buy
i dun wan Long Champ Veau Foulonné bag le
if still wan to buy this range i rather wan the small in black
if not can consider this two here:

Victoire medium short handle in black, i dun like the white one

LM Nylon medium short handle in paper or peony


shall post until here only
i wan to change bag badly
nite


nariko
2.40am
7 May 2008


没有期望,就没有失望
生日越来越近
安排好的东西好像一团槽
今年好像什么都不顺
心情好复杂


好想对着他讲话
但是做不到
不知道在想什么
好复杂,好复杂喔


不要再问我要什么了
现在的我只期待着
他将给我的神秘礼物
其余的应该还好吧
多多少少都猜到了


好奇怪的感觉
随着年龄越来越大
礼物感觉越来越不重要了
好朋友的陪伴比较重要吧


我要的有这么难吗
不过是要简简单单的东西
变得好像很难很难
我要每一个人都能出席
有没有礼物都不重要
很难吗?


要去冲凉了
等一下再用英文写
既然你们想知道我到底要些什么


nariko
2.03am

Saturday, May 02, 2009

2 May 2009


还是用华文好了
现在是凌晨3 点了
我还没睡
睡不着


脑里有好多东西
好烦好烦
不知道该从哪里说起


今天一整天心情都不好
不知为什么每个人都脸黑黑的
连我也不例外
一度好想哭
可是忍了下来
到家里终于忍不住了
哭了。。。


原因不明
这几天好累好累
可能是今天的一些误会
才让我这样吧


我今年的生日礼物很简单
我只要 <他>
有<他>就足够了
<他>在我心中有一定的分量
好想好想<他>
真想看到<他>


姐妹们
我也只须要一个特别的<她>
或许<她>永远都不会到我的部落格
永远都不会看到这一则日记
我从来都不跟<她>分享我的事情
只有<她>跟我分享
一直以来可能对<她>来说
我都不关心<她>
但我生日真的希望<她>能够出现


生日愿望就这么简单
之前希望见到5个是不可能的
我就只希望<她>和<他>的出现

就足够了


就写到这里吧
有空再来吧
晚安,再见


nariko
3.29am

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

29 April 2009


super tired now~
work for whole day le
return stock, set up new stock for tml close door sale
OT today~
tml need to work full shift, 11am-10pm
expect to work OT
tml need to change stock again >.<



sick and tired of all this le
no one else can do meh
everytime is i do
no off day for this week
simply no life at all
thinking of changing job
but dunno wan to do wat


tired but cant sleep now~
craving for lots of things now
CHOCOLATE, DONUTS, MACDONALD
who can buy me all this now~
he say he will buy
but provided i go back to woodlands tml to collect myself~
i am dame lazy~


super broke for this mth
nv bought anything for this mth
nv anyhow spent
already cut down on cab i tink only 3 time this mth
compare to min. 3 time per week
but i dunno where my money gone to
another 2 more days to my pay~
cant wait for it~


安静了

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情
承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后的药
是因为我太爱你



我只喜欢这段
有时候在一起:
太爱对方也是错误
太关心也错
真的好难了解爱是什么~


nariko
1.40am

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

28 April 2009

I HATE COPYCAT~
someone whom i noe get the same bag as me
its not the same bag tat bother me
its exactly the same design and color
she say she wan to buy the long handle one
but how come it turn out to be the same as me
*roll eyes*


I WANT TO CHANGE BAG
i wan the Long Champ Veau Foulonné bag
i wan medium black one in long handle


i dun mind seeing ppl using the same bag as me
but not someone i noe
tat time still ask me wat brand i using
den say she dunno tat brand
~good meh, chey same price as GUESS,alot of ppl use meh~
not long later she ask again
*STM*
~wah, change bag already ar~
*i have been using, nv change at all*
~wat brand is this ar, ORCHARD alot of ppl carry hor~
~how much ar, got wat color, where sell ar~
~i wan to buy leh, got the long handle one mah, nice rite~
~why buy the short handle one, like tat carry heavy leh~


i thought in the first place she doubt abt it
still say same as GUESS (which i nv like)
how to compare LONG CHAMP to GUESS
but now she getting it
cos she saw alot of ppl use
not only tat
still buy the same SIZE, DESIGN and COLOR as me
*IRRITATED*

and she bought it at a discounted price cos she noe the staff at taka
i also can get it at a discounted price at taka
but i choose not too
wan to buy also wan to get discount
buy it cos alot of ppl using
cant stand this type of ppl
dun even noe the brand still wan to buy their product


I WANT TO CHANGE BAG
~any kind soul willing to donate money to me~


SUPER BIG COPYCAT
~angry~

nariko
2.21am

Thursday, April 16, 2009

4月16日


生日愿望没办法实现了


nariko
12.41am

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

4月15日



好久没有用华语写日记了
今天好累好累喔
决得自己好像老了
越来越不快乐



突然之间好想blog
快乐是什么

我已不知道了
外表看不出
但心里并不是



我已不是从前的我了
简单的快乐是什么
我已不懂了



名牌真的能让我快乐吗
我并不觉得
只是一时的喜欢
一定要得到
得到了又这么样
只有一时的快乐,开心
过后又要别的
这样的一时快乐
我并不喜欢


我要做回以前的我
一点小小的惊喜
就能让我很快乐
永远记得


人都是现实得
要物质上的享受
才称得上是快乐
我不要做这种人


我要做自己
找回以前的我
很多朋友从我生命中走过
有些最要好的都不跟我联络了
我好需要他们
让我知道什么是真正的快乐
简单的快乐


生日愿望只有一个
希望我们六个又能聚在一起
像以前一样
开开心心的
我知道并不可能的
*但我很希望*


累了,想睡了
晚安


nariko
1.02am

Friday, April 03, 2009

3 april 2009


abandon my blog for more then 1 year le
wat a wonderful me
its been so busy all this while
finally have some time today


today i am super free
so decided to pay a visit to my blog
and at the same time
to post my wishlist for my 21st birthday
~wahaha~
*evil me


WISHLIST
Long Champ Le Pliage handphone strap

Long Champ Planètes range bag in Ebony col

Long Champ Veau Foulonné range bag in white col

Chanel earing


tat is my wishlist currently
you all shoukd noe wat to do
when you receive my invitation for my b'day celebration
~wahaha~
kidding only as long as ur turn up i am happy already

invitation will be send out once i sort out the list
~bye~ my blog
hope tat i have time to come back again

nariko
1.28pm

Friday, October 26, 2007

10月26日

好久没有像今天一样这么开心了
终于有一些时间属于我们的
难得可以玩得这么疯
这么不顾形象
真的好开心

这些时间我很忙
你也忙
见面的时间少了很多
有时见了面,吃个饭
就回家,休息一下
就上床睡了
根本没讲到几句话

这几天难得这么有空
明天回 office meeting
星期六又 off
又可以出门了

有点累了
想睡了
有空会回来看看的

nariko
12点19分

Monday, August 06, 2007

DONUTS!!!

6 august 2007

lala~
back to blogging
no work today...
can slack for the whole day le
meeting dear in the evening later
and today is our 13 mth le~

nowadays busy working
beari no life...
everyday sleep, work and eat...
finally yesterday had a nite of fun...

meet up with christine at nitex
for some catch up
den back to town for k~
lala~ all the way till 3
reach home at around 3.30
dunno doing wat and went to bed at 4 plus...

wake up le and got nothing to do now...
so shall blog abt DONUTS now...
anyone wan help me queue for DONUTS~
shall compare 2 donuts shop now...
and both are YUMMY~


DONUTS FACTORY

the donuts there are dame nice
and at its not beari sweet
and its dame soft
it took me 2 1/2 hrs to queue
i shall post up the pics now...


E DONUTS

its located at the building next to the paliament house
these donuts are worth trying
more or less the same as donuts factory
and i took only queue for 5 mins
i like the green tea and tiramisu the best
but its much sweeter than donut factory

both the donuts are worth trying~
but i still like donuts factory
cos of some of the flavours~
nariko
1.44 pm

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

4 July 2007

woah~
for the whole of june i nv post an entry
shall post something now...

no idea wat to post also..
now working le~
busy like hell at times..
off day spent time rotting at home..
if not will be shopping~
spent like mad nowadays..

another 2 more days to our ANNIVERSARY..
but no idea wat to get for him..
he dun need anything rite now..
except for tat PSP..
which is i am broke now..
lalala~

i wan to sleep..
but i cant sleep...
stupid lah~
nothing to do now...
and dear is sleeping now..
haix~

we are both so busy with our life now...
sometimes i am thinking...
wat actually keep us together till now..
is the trust we have for each other
or izzit the love tat we really share?
or izzit tat we are too used to each other?
but watever izzit..
2 more days will be our anniversary...


the one year is not easy to walk..
alot of misunderstanding and unhappiness in btw us..
comprimising is the key to solve it..
at the same time...
we have created alot of sweet memories
tat is only shared btw us..

even though this is our first anniversary
and it will not be the last..
we will have countless anniversary waiting for us..

dear,
i wan to let u noe tat i really love you
thankx for ur everything
without you, everything is different
060706 - the date tat we shared
nariko
1.53 am

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

cont'd from jus now...
~lala~
not tired so shall type out some of my thoughts..

爱情真的是善良的吗?
或许对我来说是吧
但对一些人来说
爱情可能是不公平的

在每一段感情里
你究竟要的是什么?
可是据我所知
每一段感情都会有一些牺牲
牺牲是为了什么呢?
或许就能得到你真正想要的东西吧

在我的感情世界里
我真正牺牲的又是什么呢?
对我而言是自由和时间吧
但我得到了回报
我得到了他的信任,他的爱
这已经足够了

在不久的日后
我可以拿回我的自由和时间了
一时之间有了多余的时间我也不知道怎么办
现在能做的也是找工作
来打发以后的日子

在一个月后
他就要去当乒了
少了他的日子应该不好过吧
要学会独立,学会照顾自己
这些以前都会的,和他在一起就依赖他
现在又要学会真的有点难

有些话真想对他说
但是在他面前说
眼泪就不听话的流下来
最后他只会更担心我

我只想说:
你不要再担心我了
我真地会好好的照顾自己
不用担心我和谁出去
不用担心我和谁交朋友
我是很聪明的
jus dun worry abt me
and i promise to wait..

nothing much to blog le...
finally type out what is kept inside me..
shall say bye bye to my blog..
and go to bed now..

nariko
1.35 am
15 may 2007


time to blog...
long long time no blog..
nothing to write now...
jus wanting to post some *outdated* photo..
some were took at pasir ris park, chalet, cycling and dear's hse..
and some ramdom pic..
~time for photo~

to be cont'd...

Friday, April 27, 2007

27 april 2007

abandon my blog for almost one month le worx

finally have some time to blog now
have been working for the last 4 weeks
finally finish the event le
now i am free
it means tat i need to find new job soon

nv manage to clear all my module for the last term
it means tat need to retake my paper
shall wait till i get the full cert den find a full time job
~lala~
nothing much to write
shall post photo
i got tons and tons of them

yesterday went for movie
200 pounds beauty
its nice and quite touching at the ending
recommended 4/5 stars

picture time now...

taken during work
playing at the backstage with my headphone and props leftover

make our own popiah at grandma house and dear is trying to advertise his one..


i did this using a straw to the coconut..

my new maomao mousepad tat i bought yesterday..cute bax..

nariko

5.37 pm

Friday, March 30, 2007

3月30日

好久没有blog了喔
突然有灵感就过来了
刚刚看到朋友的一则blog
激发了不少感触

这一辈子你会认识多少人
有几个可以称得上是好朋友
甚至是好姐妹
想一想因该没有几个吧

心卉:
这些是为你写的
希望你会看见
dun feel sad or angry or disappointed over it..
friendship is something tat need to go through lots of up and down
before it will grow stronger..
it need to take a lot of time to nurture it..
my advice to you..
dun assume everything..(i am not siding anyone)
assumption dun help it will jus worsen..
sit down and talk to them..
and solve this problem..
i may not be with you all the time..
i may not noe wat exactly happen..
but from wat i see from ur entry..
you really treasure ur frenes..
if not you wont blog abt ur feeling..
at any point of time you need someone to talk to..
you can always come to me..
maybe i cant help..
but i can always listen to wat you wan to say..

我知道我不能帮上什么忙
但逼近我碰过这种事
知道如果不马上解决
误会会跟深
~加油吧~
把想说的话都对他们说吧

nariko
早上10店32分

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

3月27日2007年

没有事做就来blog
顺便在等我的game download完
已经玩了好多天的online game了
在家里好多天了
真的好闷喔

最近心情一直多不好
表面上是看不出什么
但惹我看看
就知道有什么不一样了

最近老是说错话
弄到他不开心
好的不说边
偏偏爱说有的没得
害他想太多
想对他说声对不起

我的online game终于download好了
有空再回来继续
再见,要向我喔

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

nariko
下午1点53分