12 june 2006

within less than 3 hrs...this is my another post...i dunno wat happen to me...i really feel like crying out of the sudden...i dunno why...is it because of him...maybe...i dunno why...

tml having CA...but now i haven sleep...still sitting infront of the computer...thinking and thinking...tml CA sure die...cos i dun even noe a single thing now....maybe going out jus now its a great mistake...i should jus stay at home and study...

after going out...my whole mind is filled with him now...i dunno why...maybe jus now been to too may places tat i had been with him...things tat we do...things tat we saw...things tat we say...our conversation...everything jus came back...

i had been trying hard not to talk to him...not to forget abt him...but jus to avoid him...cos i dun wan to have any more things with him...but i dunno why...its jus dun seem to be the day for me...cos when i was out of my house...i had been already wet le...and reaching there...things had been too coincidence le...the places tat i dun even go i get to go jus now...

jus feel like crying...i dunno why...maybe jus now i8 shouldnt have sms him at all...now he nv reply...i dunno why...maybe we are really jus 2 completely different person in 2 different world...our world really dun clash...i really hate myself for loving him...

life jus sux...
i really hate myself now...

nariko
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