9 june 2006

hum...nv been blogging for the past few days le...cos too tired to do it...everyday come back home from school will be 10.30 le...den bath all tat...11 le...online awhile tired le...den go sleep...co nv blog...

lets start from monday...got presentation on tat day...really beari nervous lor...cos the powerpoint slide was finish on tat beari day...den also dunno wat the fucking hell i was saying on tat day...cos i really beari nervous...haha...but luckily this time i not bullet train...cos i speak quite slow...wahaha...first time leh...

on monnday to thursday...had been staying in school till 9.30 pm..cos got realwork...wahaha...the job is quite easy...jus pass the namelist and classroom number on the doors...and pass number on the table...cos ppl coming to take exams...den if ppl ask where is the classroom jus show them can le...after tat can rest le...haha...everyday sit there talk...eat ice cream and slack...haha...after they finish exam...jus take down all the papers...lock the rooms and help to count the exam paper...see its so easy...and we can easily earn $15 one day...and we work only 3 hrs...wahaha...but everyday reach home beari tired le...

why am i not in bed now...when i come back home feeling tired and all...cos tml lesson start at 10 am..so dun need to wake up so early...haha...so can come here and blog before i go to sleep...i dunno why i had been feeling so strange towards him...the mention of his name jus make me feel irritated...actually is not irritated i also dunno how to say...but i will jus pretend tat i nv heard...or jus dun respond to the mention of his name...i really dunno why...

maybe this is just the way tat i am using it jus to make myself not to think abt him...am i escaping from it...i dunno...but this few days whenever i dreamt abt him...we will be quarreling in my dreams...i dunno why...when i wake up i will try means and ways not to think of him...haix...i dunno why i am feeling this way...i feel so complicated...

tired le...going to sleep soon le...cos tml still got lesson...and i also dun wan to continue...if not i will think of him once again...i dun wan cos...it will make my tears fell again...



nariko
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